1. |
Never Is Forever
04:01
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Said she needed time to herself for a while
Patiently awaiting the next with a smile
Summer’s shown the last of an outdated style
Overcast and sober
I’m fucking in
Denial
I’m lost without you
Lost without you
Lost without you
-
You and I
We crossed the line
Crossed the line
Could’ve tried
But lost the time
Lost the time
Love Divine
Tossed aside
Lost the time
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Never is forever for the better we should sever and cleverly remember our divide
Never is forever, let’s remember that forever isn’t ever what we should’ve had in mind
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2. |
If Ever
04:08
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All the other girls
Looking for their boyfriends at the mall
Tell her she’s the one
Who’s to tell her that she’s mine at all
Everyone’s in love
And everybody here’s at fault
Everyone’s in love
But I’ve got nobody to
Call
My baby
Call my baby
Together, together
If ever, if ever
With you
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3. |
Narcissistic Love
05:22
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I feel your hand
Trace upon my back
Though facing away
Is a metaphoric act
I know what you want
I know I don’t want that
I want my love returned
To right me on the track
Put me back on track
I don’t feel what you feel
Mistaken welcome over-stayed
Ever since her
It’s not your fault you’re a downgrade
Be on your way
Don’t look at me that way
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Some ailment forces me to think
peripheral people are staring back at me
Imaginary audience with one great
Absentee
Sudden and so clear
Your empty seat
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Blinded by what was
One I’m thinking of
Blinded by what was
Narcissistic love
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Killin’ time like a sundial in shade
With you is like tripping down
A slick spiral staircase
I could be some frozen over sycophant
To say I know what you want
Just know I don’t want that
No harm in spilling it if it’s empty
I see the glass is cleared
You assume that means we’re ready
The second verse could’ve been
Filled with so much worse
All the exact same
You’re not the same as her
You’re not the same as her
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Some ailment forces me to think
peripheral people are staring back at me
Imaginary audience and one great
absentee
Theatre is sold out
but for one empty seat
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Blinded by what was
One I’m thinking of
Blinded by what was
Narcissistic love
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4. |
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They’re only words
Never mean what they seem
Overdose
I can barely feel my heartbeat
A canvas colored earth
Obscured
Comatose
From the isolation
of this corded nerve for hurt
Slow down and see that lost is an understatement
And everyone was better off hiding away in the basement
Or catching on to water drops, slipping down a one-way street
Wake up away the shade of the past you wasted
Or face it
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5. |
Waterdrops
01:30
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6. |
Always
04:51
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I won’t lie
I’m always gonna love you
I wish that she could give me the chance
I won’t cry
I’ll just try to forget you
Or find a girl who gives me the past
I find it hard
To excuse an indifference
Regarding anything and
Anyone else
Im reclusive and accepting
And it’s useless to amending
The situation’s petty
To those who have the
Remedies
How I long to be
A parcel of your time
The kiss that isn’t mine
The boy on which you lie
I won’t lie
I’m always gonna love you
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I thought I saw you in the parking lot of a supermarket
But it was only a ghost
Or a portrait painted perfectly
To showcase my insecurities
I thought I saw you with the boy who talks like
He knows what love is
As if he’s felt it before
The possibility that he’s right and I’m wrong
Is definite
And it’s definitely breaking my heart
I thought I saw you with the boy who talks like he knows what love is
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7. |
In the Lock
05:00
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Some tangled hairs awaiting the brush
Meant to happen soon enough
Where’s the rush?
When he was 18, looked 25
Never missed a shift
Must not’ve had traffic on his drives
I lost my train of thought
in a department store
All the while thinking about
which things I wanted more
Awaiting the brush
Happen soon enough
Where’s the rush?
When he was 16 in the lock
You broke the key off a lot
Now around 20 or 20-aught
He sees more of you than you thought
That you would
In the lock
You broke me off in the lock
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In the lock
Where you broke off
I see ya from here
A lot more than I ought
In the lock
I’m as close as I’m to be
You may have missed me
In passing
In the lock
I have found what has been
Now could be
What’s happening to me?
In the lock
The one I’m sure you bought
My penchant is unwise
Waiting in and out your life
In the lock
Every party is my theme
In the lock I don’t dream
You dream all of my dreams
In the lock
I am wild, I am still
I have all, I have nil
I have all, I have nil
In the lock
I pretend one of the lot
Might drop my name
It sounds the same, twists you in a knot
In the lock
I have seen plenty of shitty things but
Of the things you are
Those you are not
It’s your own fault
I have never been caught
I’ve never been
And I never will
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8. |
Catatonic Dream
01:59
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All I feel is lonely
Time, it is controlling
Had a dream I knew thee
Time, it moves so slowly
I could see you love me
I could make you love me
Time, it is controlling
In your hands you hold me
Whispering you’re only
In a catatonic dream
In a
Catatonic dream
In a
Catatonic dream
In a
Catatonic dream
In a
Catatonic Dream
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9. |
To Be A Ballerina
05:18
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Sitting pretty
Pro ballet dancer
Wasn’t a pretty as the dream
She could’ve been par pop-star timbre
But the dream is petty
As is she
Somehow it doesn’t make her feel bad
That the dream can never be had
Though it’s soon to fade away
It never deserts the view
She’d never give it a second thought
If not for you
She’d never give it a second thought
It’s not for you
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Place yourself in
The pointed shoes
Feel the blood as
Knuckles bruise
The dream obscured
Choosing the wrong moves
The pirouette is sloppy
From no use
Somehow it doesn’t make her feel bad
That the dream can never be had
Though it’s soon to fade away
It never deserts the view
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Pirouette
Perfectly formed
Homesick she’s grown
She’s needing the norm
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10. |
Christmas In China
08:12
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Can’t call it a vacation
If you’re always going back home
Dialed too fast
She picks up the phone
Have to postpone
Can’t call it a vacation
If you never try something new
Stupid as this
Number I’ve reached
Would you like to meet
Tonight?
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No it’s not a vacation, Joanna
Meet me at the club
It’s getting late, looking with love
Still hesitate
Why wait?
I don’t think it’s a vacation
We made it here on our own
I’ll buy you her drinks
You’ll buy me his
Now we can dream
Tonight
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I should’ve saved all those upside down
Lucky cigarettes
I’ve felt it before, let’s try it again
Joanna, could you be impressed?
Fictional feeling
Character in song
You have your ways
Let’s meet halfway
Around the world,
in China on Christmas Day
We’ll disappear, without distractions from back when to fear
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Found something that I wrote a long time ago
I feel defeated when the feeling’s un-relatable
Young loves know
That they can find it wherever they go
I saw someone that I loved a long time ago
I get depleted but it’s really good to see ya though
Oh, and I know
That you can find love
Wherever you go
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So tell me, Jo
Are you so
Captivated by the chase?
And if it works that way,
Meet me in China on Christmas Day
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11. |
Be On Your Way
04:30
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I know it hurts a lot
And something’s gotta give
But it’s not me
I’m partial to the countryside
Without a love to sit beside
And that’s just me
I guess what I mean to say is
Lying in the pouring rain
The pain
I thought it would wash away
I guess it’s here to stay
A slave to what we couldn’t make
A walk in the park
On a sunny day
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I no longer mean to celebrate
This constant anniversary
Forever insane
I should be on my way
And you
You should be happily
In love
Forever, and a day
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12. |
Friend
02:40
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I’m only fun when I’m fucked up
And overly encumbered
Take my number and the covers
That you’ll throw on your head
While you wait for me to run out
Of words that only make sense
If we made up over summer instead
You’re only fun when you’re fucked up
I hope that you remember
Take my number
have another in so that to forget
While I wait for you to grow up
The only conversations worth the patience
Are the ones in my head
I might be young
But I’m fed up
With asking fucking questions
As to whether I’ll be someone
Or inherently dead
it’s pretty rough, ya know?
That when we’re grown up
The only real relation I’ve created
won’t even call me her friend
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Can’t even call me her friend
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